Sometimes u really can't wait to do even the smallest things for the people around you, families or friends. Because the next moment everything might change. Although we all see it coming but certainly didn't know that it will be that day. When I just happened to tell mum that I hasn't give big uncle allowance for this mth and I will give him tomorrow after I have withdraw from the bank but time don't wait. On the same night, my uncle was rushed to the hospital because his internal organ failed or something. And after spending a few days in ICU, he passed away on Saturday morning. So, followed by preparing all the funeral stuffs. I guessed the next big thing is the dollar sign. Me and my bro each gave 2k because I don't know why it seems like the funds is not enough although most of us are on the same "family rank" besides uncle used to live with us. Its true that money is not exactly above all things but it is indeed the evil root of everything. Sometimes through all these incidents, I see alot that I might not be able to learn elsewhere. I see how talk is nvr bigger than actions. I see how ppl thinks for themselves first And I see how sincerity comes not from the speech. There are alot... alot I still don't understand neither can I ask.

Of course, there are people crying and feeling very down during the ceremony but I deeply feel that we got to cherish the one we love before its too late.

Goodbye.